Thursday, December 15, 2011

Post Fast...Day 5

I can't write much tonight for 2 reasons.

1. The past 3 hours have just been absolutely horrible. Making it worse, is that it's my own fault, and now I am in a terrible, terrible mood, with no one to take it out on but me. So, I plan to enjoy the dark depths of my anger at myself until it wears off, or I can distract myself. No, no, no, I didn't eat something I shouldn't have. And, I am fine, as fine as a dope can be.

2. I don't have that much to report. The only new things I ate were the yogurt I finally remembered, and the figs. I guess they are called "dried" but they were pretty mushy. What surprised me the most, was that they tasted just like the inside of a good fig newton, which I love and rarely have. I would like to try to make something with the figs. Tasty!!

Other than that, no weight gain, no loss of energy. Especially right now, when I could bite the heads off nails!! (Insert mean angry emoticon here) I'm still sleeping very well, too. I am wondering if the lack of meat has anything to do with how I feel? I did have a tiny little bit last night and today, and I mean tiny. I can't see myself ever eating a big ole steak again, but I think I will have some meat when I feel like eating it, if I ever do. We'll see. I don't want to lose my energy! My freezers have lots of meat in them, too. It'll last a good long time. Luckily, I will have my daughter and her BF staying with me soon, so they will help me use it before it goes bad. Except they like healthy eating also. So, it'll last a good long time.

Juice on, and sorry for the lack of info today.  
wish i had one of those punching clowns or somethin..............i'd put my own lovely face on it and pop myself a few times........i don't get in bad moods often..............but when i do..............i like to make the most of it........


  1. What about your exercise routines?

  2. Oh, I do 30 minutes on the treadmill at work 3 days a week and the other days, I do aerobics or dancing at home. Sometimes I do a little bit of yoga or my exercise ball. It's still too cold outside and too dark. This past week I didn't follow that routine because of the holidays. Too much to do, but I'm still moving around WAY more than I used to, so that is good. I know that I have to stay active, or I will be right back where I started!